the best / worst relationship

the beginning of the year was going so good. tons of friends. friends who loved me and had so much fun with. i was getting over my ex. but one day every thing got better. the most amazing guy came into my life. he was funny, cute, and made me feel so special. we ended up going out it was one of the best months other then the amazing 8 months i was with my ex. everything was going so perfect. until one Friday, i had this really weird feeling that something was going on. he ended up not waiting for me after one of the classes we had. he always waited for me. well we had lunch right after and i could not find him at all. then one of my amazing friends had to go find him for me. cuz i was being retarded and crying. well that Saturday we broke up. the week after we broke up over alotof crap happen. he started playing with my heart. one min saying he loved me then the next say he never wanted to be with me. well i finally got tired of it and stopped being friends with that jerk. but i don't know what came over me but like an hour later i text him asking for him to forgive me. but lately i am getting sick and tired of all his games. i made the worst mistake ever by tell him he can come back to are group. everything hit me so hard. all the memories hit me so fast. (like being hit by a bus) bout a month later i was be stupid one day and told him a still have feeling for him. that was the stupidest mistake ever. he said" no, ash your so beautiful and funny there was a reason we broke up and there is some one out there better for you." that hurt so bad cuz it made me feel like crap and horrible. well later that week i figured out he lied to me bout why we broke up which made me so mad. well now he is taking my best friends to the dance next weekend which broke my heart. i got really pissed at kinda cursed him out and got everybody hating me. and this all happened in less then three months. how can one person mess up so many things in such a short amount of time?